“Psalm 9:10 - And those who know your name put their trust in you, for you, O Lord, have not forsaken those who seek you.”
HIS WAY IS BETTER. Repeat it- HIS WAY IS BETTER. Doing it your way is only going to lead you to either get good and Not God’s Best- or lead you down a long painful route to get where you need to be- which is aligned to God’s Will and Word.
God already made a way! God already blessed, provided, and healed. Just Trust Him!